If you read my blog between the hours of 12 and 6 last night

please don't talk. can you let me know if you did read it? I posted a secret on accident. So, if you did read it, consider yourself lucky. You are one of the few people who have seen into my soul (and please comment if you read it). Turns out my life is turning into one of those trashy British paperbacks, like Bridget Jones Diary or The Shopaholic Takes New York (a special thanks to veron, who tried to contact me in every way she could think of to let me know I had posted something on my real blog that was meant for another forum)